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Well I've reached a point in my life that has grown to have tremendous potential. My once stagnant existence has finally emerged from the depths of extreme latency. I have e-examined my priorities and have once again found my lost goals that have eluded me for the past couple years. My goals to find myself and start a family.

Up until about a month ago, I felt that I might have to settle with the notion of being alone til the end of my life. Of course, I would not be completely and utterly alone because I have my friends and family. However, my friends have found their families and when I visit with them I often feel like I'm intruding. I know they want me to feel welcome and like part of the family but, I seem to feel burdensome. I will always have my family but, I yearn for intimacy and the love that family cannot provide unless your family is really creepy.

Throughout my bitter battle with myself and loneliness, I managed to, take a long look in the mirror and give myself a much needed kick in the ass to get out of this slump. I got a puppy, a gym membership, and a girlfriend that I think may be "the one". I was going to inundate you with the details of this life turn-around but, I'm going to have to save it for another day. I just realized I got to work out in an hour and have a load of laundry to fold.

So, if I still have any readers, I apologize for the teaser story and for my prolonged absence, but if anyone wants any details or have questions about how I saved myself from despair and loneliness, please don't hesitate to ask. I welcome any and all questions and comments about this or any other thing you wanna chat or blog about.